Author Archives: Duckin' Kev

To Sleep

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The age brings the sleep
More exact
The age brings the need
The necessity
The reality
Recovery is in sleep
and I can no longer recover
In one sleep

Two nights
Two heavy sleeps later
And then
The caffeine brings life
The heart spools up
The blood boils over
Ready for the life
The day brings

My skeleton is amped
Ready to burst out my skin
Yearning to soak life
Into brittle bones
My blood seeking a release
The steel through the skin
The burn of the salt
To bring the relief
For my anxieties

One more sip
And the day is good

Another Broken Toe

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Recently I was watching a “Sci-Show” episode on Youtube talking about the benefits of running/being barefoot. I can attest to the many joys and benefits, even if they are imagined by me, and I rarely will wear shoes unless really needed. That same episode also mentioned that those running barefoot also tend to have a lot more foot injuries, even if benefits are gained elsewhere. I went for a run yesterday in the bluffs, Christmas cut in front of me to avoid some Russian thistle, and I heard the crunch of my pinkie toe as it connect to his ankle.
I finished up the run, probably should have walked it off. Once again, I am finding my running fun sidelined by a injured foot. It is getting to feel like about half the time, after trying to get backing into a running pattern, I keep finding myself sidelined by yet another injury.
I could show you a picture of my bruised toe, but instead I offer Boson hoarding a dog toy I made for the dogs.


A Gift

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What a gift it would be
A day of silence
Freedom from having to navigate
This dark maze of social interaction
Required to pass in the hall
A day of silence
Freedom from the constant reminders
Of the non-verbal piece of shit I am
The alien that inhabits my body
A day of silence
To make peace within my head
To find order in the soup of life
A day of silence
To allow my heart to open
To allow creations to live
A day of silence
To find my feet
To find my sanity
Just a day of silence