When did my mouth betray me
Why would it say words too frightful to consider
Why would it talk behind my back
Forcing me to answer questions
I am in no way ready to admit

She wants my words
Shhhhh
But don’t tell
She wants my thoughts
Shhhhh
But don’t tell
She wants my mind
Shhhhh
But don’t tell
She wants my heart
I tell her “hmph”
Maybe that’s too loud

My hole
Quick
Find my hole
I need to hide
I need to disappear
All will be good
I just need to be not here